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Hidden Curriculum

by Company Retreat

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1.
I arise each morning From a bed I've never made Basking in a familiar warmth Curse the sunshine as it permeates My only window into the world Through the bars and electric fence Past the guards and their guns Over yards that are harboring thugs and their friends And I'm smuggling contraband Just to maintain an upper hand And I'm hiding in plain sight As I piece together an exit plan I stay paid up on protection And I carry my gun in my bag And I put in the hours for now Cause they're all I have I burn every afternoon On the highways, crooked miles Sweating in a dress shirt Greeting people I hate with a crooked smile But they're there for the contraband So I'm fainting the upper hand Hiding in plain sight While I piece together an exit plan I stay paid up on protection And I carry my gun in my bag And I put in the hours for now Cause they're all I have I take a seat at the table At the start of every night I ante up before every meal And I raise the stakes after every bite I often come home a winner Though the house prevails over time Either way I'm the luckiest man alive I'm just hunting and gathering Trying hard not to show my hand I'm hiding in plain sight While I piece together an exit plan I stay paid up on protection And I carry my gun in my bag And I put in the hours for now Cause they're all I have You're here for the contraband So I maintain the upper hand Hiding in plain sight While I piece together an exit plan I stay paid up on protection And I carry my gun in my bag And I put in the hours for now Cause they're all I have
2.
We're all singing in an endless circle We're all praying for a modern miracle We're all wishing for the world to change And we're all gonna keep bitching till we get our way Cause we're all wise men in a dark room Hoping a black cat crosses our path soon But when we find it we'll have nothing to do Except to argue over who's made up vision is true We're better, we're better, we're better than this We're better, we're better, we're better than this You're a piece of shit and I'm a hypocrite but we're better, we're better We're better, we're better than this We stormed the city on a Trojan horse put it down when it got lame We promised peace but demanded war now we still can't shake the shame We have the freedom to work, the freedom to starve The freedom to choose just which brand of asshole we are And the freedom to take it too far Resist We're better, we're better, we're better than this We're better, we're better, we're better than this I'm a piece of shit and you're a hypocrite but we're better, we're better We're better, we're better than this
3.
Another serial projectionist Another coward who's already died 1000 deaths A phony fraudulent confidence man Pellucid delusional charlatan They should convict you just to get you off the street They should commit you just to keep you safe from me Litigation schmitigation Don't have the time boy Don't have the patience Spill me a drink Cry me an ocean I'll be the judge who denies you the motion On prior conduct social sickness Don't take it personal boy It's all business The rock you're rolling has you lookin' like Sisyphus And this isn't your first offense They should convict you just to get you off the street Another populist demagogue They should convict you just to get you off the street Another populist demagogue They should convict you just to get you off the street Another populist demagogue They should convict you just to get you off the street Another populist demagogue They should convict you just to get you off the street Another populist demagogue They should convict you just to get you off the street
4.
We're never gonna wake up If we don't start sleeping We're never gonna calm down If we don't stop screaming We'll just keep reopening wounds, And they'll all keep bleeding, And we'll all keep wondering why dark history's always repeating. I'm surprised you're surprised I'm impressed you're impressed I can't believe you believe that you're actually doing your best Cause I see what you see And I've been where you've been Read all the same stories. So I know how they end. I know how they end. Have we all forgotten the days When our walls' inscriptions Were still written in movements And truths were consistent? Are we all just talking to talk? Is anyone still listening? Are we really the change we want to see? I'm not convinced Or just acting belligerent. I'm surprised you're surprised I'm impressed you're impressed I can't believe you believe that you're actually doing your best Cause I see what you see And I've been where you've been Read all the same stories. So I know how they end. I know how they end. We all wind up dead. You're gonna wind up dead. Everything that you gain you lose. Don't let it include your head. Everything that you gain you lose. Don't let it include your head.
5.
I know some nerds we can stick in the basement I know some actors we can make the face of it I know salesmen who'll stand on the mountain and shout it And I know addicts who can't live without it And we're prepared to manipulate 'Cause love is war when you're soldiers of a nation-state And you swore to do whatever it takes Do whatever it takes So get to work! Gotta earn it to burn it! You wanna win this war? Get ready to bleed When you're the Patron Saint of Impossible causes There's only one way! And it ain't cheap That's why we're selling through subliminal messages Using good old-fashioned sex and suspense That's why we celebrate the sound of the register ringing And blow the money on armored limousines So get to work! Gotta earn it to burn it! You wanna win this war? Get ready to bleed When you're the Patron Saint of Impossible causes There's only one way! You're the Patron Saint of Impossible causes So get to work! Gotta earn it to burn it! You're the Patron Saint of Impossible causes There's only one way! You're the Patron Saint of Impossible causes So get to work! Gotta earn it to burn it! You're the Patron Saint of Impossible causes There's only one way! And it ain't
6.
I know what it's like to know you're right And keep getting told your wrong While you listen to the assholes fight Yelling over each other all god damn night It's a really good thing I found this microphone I just gotta convince myself this is still worth wearing my lungs out for 'Cause I'm no longer entertained With trying to pick apart the brains Of all these horrible people Doing all these horrible things More poet than artist More artist than musician More musician than human More human than anything I'm no savior or therapist And I'm no politician But I'm certain these horrible humans are ruining everything I know what it's like to pay the price for shitty choices made While you're watching all the assholes get away with stealing everything It's a really good thing we found this place to hang Where we can all get loud and drown out the sounds these horrible people scream 'Cause I'm no longer entertained With all this useless arguing Or all these horrible people Doing all these horrible things More poet than artist More artist than musician More musician than human More human than anything I'm no savior or therapist And I'm no politician But I'm certain these horrible humans are no good at listening We're all poets and artists We're all ripping musicians We're all wonderful humans And we're all good family Still singing our protest songs Still stand in resistance Trying to keep these horrible humans from ruining everything Trying to keep these horrible humans from ruining everything
7.
So you're telling me the end is getting dangerously near And your intent is to sit here Torturing every prisoner? Waterboarding lackeys and stragglers? Competing for ranks and demolishing standards? Praying for miracles to a deadbeat savior? Well fool me once and I'll wear my shame on a coming date with an unmarked grave But try to fool me again it will earn your death Must I remind you I'm an inspector interrogator and collector Of heads better severed and I never get out of bed for less You and I were cut from the same cloth Soaked in ether and stuffed into bottles Uninhibited diffusion of stimulation in arsons blazing Broken on doorsteps Used to render addicts unconscious Well fool them once and they'll wear their shame On a coming date with an unmarked grave Try to fool them again it will earn our death Must we remind ourselves they're deceptors Separators and dissectors of heads better severed And they wouldn't get out of bed for less Our contention is that the end is getting dangerously near And you expect us to sit here presenting ourselves like prisoners Waterboarded lackeys and stragglers Competing for ranks and demolishing standards Praying for miracles to a deadbeat savior Well fool me once and I'll wear my shame on a coming date with an unmarked grave But try to fool me again it will earn your death Must I remind you I'm an inspector interrogator and collector Of heads better severed and I never get out of bed for less
8.
Odd Man Out 02:50
If I could sprout another fist I'd raise it Another foot? Probably kick your face in Another mind? I would drown or misplace it Another heart? Eat it just for the taste of it If I could be anyone but me? A 4-star general in World War III With a lawn chair parked on my favorite beach And a magnet to hold up my college degrees There's no right or wrong when we're all just misunderstood No one's ever gotten it cause no one ever could We can all look pretty bad when we're all just dying to feel good So we'll do whatever we need not what we think they think we should If I could grow the perfect hair I'd shave it Another butt? I would constantly shake it Another face? I would stuff it with pastries Then throw a fit if the dough wasn't grain-free If I could be anywhere but here? Hanging in Hoovervilles under the pier Doubting the day walkers living in fear And spinning The Record in every ear There's no right or wrong when we're all just misunderstood No one's ever gotten it cause no one ever could We can all look pretty bad when we're all just dying to feel good So we'll do whatever we need not what we think they think we should If I could buy another breath I'd take it Another life? I'd refuse to pay for it A new brain? Lock it up in the basement starve it for weeks just to see if it makes it If I could build a better place where the things I hate are wiped off the face I'd paint it half-black and the other half chroma-key green 'Cause your life's an illusion your eyes project on to the screen
9.
Sorry Boss I've been called upon to serve a higher authority I know you think it's unfortunate but This job isn't cut out for me I'm through wastin' my space I'm done punchin' my time You know I'd never replace you but You gotta gimme some space I'll be takin' my time You know I'd never replace you but I might We're through wastin' our space We're done punchin' our time You know we'd never replace you but We're through wastin' our space We're done punchin' our time You know we'd never replace you but Weren't you the brains behind This whole botched operation? Weren't you the wizard waving the wand And reciting the incantation? Now I've got parasites that live and breathe And fight and fuck inside of me They're multiplyin' while I sleep And they're consuming all of me You gotta gimme some space I'll be takin' my time You know I'd never replace you but We're through wastin' our space We're done punchin' our time You know we'd never replace you but We might
10.
Two Heads 02:14
I was extremely productive today I dug the first 6 inches of my own grave And tomorrow I'll pick up the pace I'll be done by the end of the week, which is great Cause I'm way too tired to be here But I can't afford to stay home And the angsty teenager in me Still prefers to work alone Yeah, I'm way too tired to be here But I can't afford to stay home And the negative know-it-all in me Still prefers to work alone I was extremely productive today I made a laundry list of all the things I hate And tomorrow I'll wash them away I'll burn or I'll bury whatever remains I'll have nothing left to curse but the days That I wasted on worrying about things That I can't control no matter what I know Where I decide to be or how tight I hold Cause I'm way too tired to be here But I can't afford to stay home And the angsty teenager in me Still prefers to work alone Yeah, I'm way too tired to be here But I can't afford to stay home And the negative know-it-all in me Still prefers to work alone I was extremely productive today I sang the same old song, but it felt new to me I decided the sound it was missing was one extra harmony That I still can't sing Cause I'm way too tired to be here But I can't afford to stay home And the angsty teenager in me Still prefers to work alone Yeah, I'm way too tired to be here But I can't afford to stay home And the negative know-it-all in me Still prefers to work alone But I need your talent to hit those impossible notes
11.
The truck and trailer that struck me down I'd met twice on the road into town But whether it was premonition or pattern prediction Makes no difference to me now I need to outdo my old self again Or resign and humbly hang my head Cause it's better to be alive and outdone Than untouchable and dead Looking back it was coincidence A random series of occurrences But that third time was a charm And without tripping the alarm I was able to break in And in a safe behind a work of art I stashed a key to every house on this block But all I remember thinking as I secured the combination Is "This will never be enough " I need to outdo my old self again Or resign and humbly hang my head Cause it's better to be alive and outdone Than untouchable and dead I need to outdo my old self again Or resign and humbly hang my head Cause it's always better to be alive and outdone Than untouchable and dead Untouchable and dead
12.
The more you shop, the more you slave. The deeper you dig, the colder your grave. The earlier you retire, The sooner you die, so they say. My father worked hard every day of his life. More work was all he earned for his strife. The day he retired, he sighed and said, "Life, what a wonderful waste." The more you shop, the more you slave. The deeper you dig, the colder your grave. The earlier you retire, The sooner you die, so they say. My mother worked hard every day of her life. More work was all she earned for her strife. The day she retired, she sighed and said, "Life, what a wonderful waste." We'll I'm trying to buy the horse So I don't have to be the horse, But I still gotta feed this horse, And it's takin' a bite outta me. We're all working for easier days, All screaming, "I'm king of the world," From the bow of a ship that's sinking. Yeah, "Life, what a wonderful waste." We're all working for easier days, All screaming, "I'm king of the world," From the bow of a ship that's sinking. Yeah, "Life, what a wonderful waste." My father worked hard every day of his life. More work was all he earned for his strife. The day he retired, he sighed and said, "Life, what a wonderful waste." The more we shop, the more we slave. The deeper we dig, the faster we fade. The earlier we retire, the sooner we'll die! We're just trying to buy the horse So we don't have to be the horse, But we still gotta feed this horse, And it's taken a bite outta me. We're all working for easier days, All screaming, "I'm king of the world," From the bow of a ship that's sinking. Yeah, "Life, what a wonderful waste." We're all working for easier days, All screaming, "I'm king of the world," From the bow of a ship that's sinking. Yeah, "Life, what a wonderful waste." We'll keep working for easier days, Keep living for all that we love and we hate Til our hearts stop beating. Yeah, "Life, what a wonderful waste."

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released September 26, 2023

Engineered, Mixed and Mastered by Gabe Usery at Encapsulated Studios.

Written and Performed by William Malott (Bass), Josh Nelson (Drums), Brad Schauffler (Guitar) and Jeff Speak (Guitar).

Additional Writing and Performances by Sean Young (Keyboards), Haley Regan (Vocals) and Gabe Usery (Percussion/Guitars).

Artwork by Chris Varnum at Asleep Standing Design.

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